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Hi, happy New Year 2017.
A new year has come. A new day has begun.

So, what am I doing right now? Writing down new resolutions? Beeeuhhh, based on my previous experiences, any resolutions that I'd ever made never lasted long.
Think out loud about my resolutions, it comes up that I never put 'my passion, my willingness, my desire' to live up those I made before. And it took only a few months after January, all the resolutions become mainly dreams and wishful thinking.

I prefer to do different approach this year.
I have written down what I want to do, where I would go, things I want to accomplish in 2017 in December 2016. The lists may look the same. But the main different is I put my attitude in every single thing I want to do and would go. I put my pray and my will, my guts and my passion, my desire in every list.

Not waiting for 2017 to come, I have tried to start doing my list since Christmas. It is me and only me who become my main hindrance, major obstacle that would put me away from my resolutions and my dreams.

So, change my attitude and do actions. Small actions, precisely. I believe all will come into places.
Just wish me luck.

Yihaaaaa....

If someone asked me what is my favorite month throughout the year, I would definitely answer... December.

December means a lot to me. Since I was 18 years old, I live seperately from my parents. When I was in university, my parents lived in Yogya and moved to Banjarmasin and finally settled in Solo. So, when December came, I went to these towns. Yes, every Christmas I come home to my dear family.

Since I work in Jakarta, it's kinda difficult for me to visit my parents between my works. Usually I take short leaves in certain months and visit them. But, visit them in December in Christmas season is a must.

Why do I love Christmas? Why do I always wait December?
This special month, every Christmas makes my heart warm. I can tell you that  I feel love everywhere.
No, we don't have such things like exchange gifts and become a secret Santa or something like that. We even stop having Christmas tree! I think it's solely because my parents don't want to spend hours to decorate the tree and put in once again in the box. Wasting their time. Hahaaa.

We just go to church in Christmas eve together, have a nice family dinner and do talking and talking and talking about anything. We laugh and we share anything.

This what I really need. My family is my rock, my safety net. They believe in me and I trust them with my heart.

I know Christmas is not the only day I can feel this way, but it still has the 'magic'.
To gather a family, to warm your heart.

So, Christmas means family.
Family means everything.

How do you enjoy your December? How do you live up your Christmas?

Umur berapa kamu bisa menulis? Waktu SD, sebelum SD atau mungkin umur 3 tahun sudah bisa menulis nama sendiri?

Happy new year 2015.
There are so many wishes, prayers and expectations for 2015.
People tend to make new resolutions in the beginning of the year, eventhough most of the then will forget about it as time goes by. And they will try to fulfill the resolutions when they realize that it comes to the end of the year. Those people are just like me. :)

For years I made so many resolutions and at the end of the year, only 50-60% were accomplished.

So for this year, I just want to make simple resolutions.

To be good, do good, give good, say good.
To be better, do better, make something better.

I know I can do it. God will lead me the way.
Oo.. One more thing. In 2015 I will get married!!